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Asma Hamid

I'm the anon that stalks on you. I'm the anon that insults you. I'm the anon that gives you crappy advice. I'm the anon that you fight with. I'm the anon that talks true shits. And I'm the anon that you didn't know.

absoluteloud-ness: 2006-2008
iztele: 2009

Last night, I stayed up until 2am and I would be lying if I say that I regret doing that. K.Aisyah was helping me out with my debate speech until she didn't get to the hers. Which is making me feel guilty.

Moving along, today was wonderful. Besides what HD did to me. Malay was really fun, though. We all had to make a mock debater IN MALAY. Syaza and I were of course in. I mean, with my real bad Malay and all. I POI-ed the first speaker of the government and they didn't decline or accept but instead they held up their hand in a wait-a-minute sign. The members of the floor then told me to sit down. Tell me Madam Speaker, since when were they allowed to shout at me telling me to sit down. But then I sat down... and stood up again. A few times at that. Actually... until he finished his speech. I was hackling. That was hackling, right?

After the bell rang, people were telling me how I have to be more formal in my speeches. This is a mock debate for the fun of everyone. If you do not like my malay, why didn't you want to replace me? Syaza, Divya and I were the only people that wanted to be in. If you're so good, I beg you to try.

During Civics, everyone went to the library. I was sleepy so I slept. In the library. At one point, HD whacked the table I was sleeping on and I was shocked. This made me wake up and straight jump. Got a head ache after that. He didn't even say sorry. Yes, it was a dare but then he could've said sorry. Instead of saying sorry, he shouted at me. Whose fault was it? His. Who was pissed at me? Him. The guy's mind is corrupted.

Then Hana, Jehan, K. Aisyah, Iman and Alicia squished each other at the back of the car and we went to Kopitiam Bangi, my house and back to school. I arrived and Syaza was carrying a stick waving it at me saying how I was late. She then started to beat me up. My back is very sore and I think there's a splinted on my left hand when I tried stopping her. She didn't stop. Everyone just crowded, no one wanted to help me. My friends were there but they didn't do anything, that was when I realised that I was imagining it.

We debated and everything. IT WAS FUN. I didn't get to say everything I wanted to say but it doesn't matter. We crossed floor and went out. We were called back in after 10 minutes and she was like

"What we are sure right now is that, Natasha, Syaza, Asma, Hashra and Hidayah will be going to the district debate competition."

And right then, I was so happy because I reached my goal even though I went for the tryouts twice. But I wouldn't be joining them. Shangeetha will. That is because I will be going to Langkawi in about 1 hour and in order for me to be in the group, I will have to be in school on Saturday. I don't really mind not going. I mean, I'm proud of myself. I'm proud that I got to this level. I was able to prove people wrong. I proved that I was and still am basically... great. Haha.

I slept in tuition because I swear to God, I couldn't keep my eyes open. And guys, no, I am not getting a cold, having a fever or ill. My head just hurts. I feel as if I banged my head on the wall loads of times. And it's only on one side. But anyway...

Goodbye BRP, Hello Awana.