I'm the anon that stalks on you. I'm the anon that insults you. I'm the anon that gives you crappy advice. I'm the anon that you fight with. I'm the anon that talks true shits. And I'm the anon that you didn't know.
BTW, just because the layout is pink, it doesn't mean I like pink.
19 August 2010
5:07 PM 0 Comments
For all my life, I have had to live up to people's expectations. I had to get good marks just because they're depending on me. If not, it would just be a big case of humiliation. I have high hopes on myself, I'm not lying. Sometimes, I like to think that I'm smart but then suddenly, I'll come to this realisation that if I'm smart, why am I not achieving what others can.
That leads me to giving up, releasing everything, ignoring everything until somebody comes up to me and bang my head on the wall. I will then come to another realisation that I have to get off my butt and start acting like a person. Start acting like a person who has been educated well to know enough that letting go is not the answer to anything.
I'm typing this out as if I'm going to give a talk about inner strength, the way I'm reading this out is as if I'm trying to persuade people to vote me as the next president. And then I realised, what has anything got to do with being the next president... the fact that I get distracted so easily also just flew into me.
To be honest, this whole blog post isn't even suppose to be about those craps you just read before. I just wanted say that the more people you know, the higher the air pressure will be in your body. I'm just kidding, your air pressure wouldn't change, I mean, why would it?
All I'm trying to say is, I have realised that the more people I meet, the more I have to work hard for as they are waiting for me to achieve something they know I can achieve. And with this, I would like to end my blog post. Thank you for reading all these craps that I have typed or keyed.