anonfreak

31 December 2010

10:28 PM 0 Comments

Now I'll tell you what I actually got from this year.

This year, I realised however hard we try to keep something, if it wants to go, it'll go. If there are not enough poles supporting a building, it will collapse. If there are not enough will, it's not going to happen. So unless you're really sure you can do something, don't do it cos it's just not going to happen but give everything a chance.

Oh, if you were to stare at something you hate, for a long time, you'll end up liking it. Let's say you don't like your phone but you keep on using it, in the end, you'll start liking it. If you hate kpop and one day, you try and gave it a chance, you'll get addicted to it.

Don't expect too much. Never expect too much. You'll just end up disappointing yourself. It hurts more than cutting yourself. I swear, just stop expecting. Daydream all you want but never expect your daydream to happen. Somin like that.

Sometimes, all you have to do is just sit alone. You'll be okay longer than you think. Lay down on your bed earlier than you usually do and just lay there and think of happy thoughts. Listen to calm songs and you'll be all right. Cry if you want to because sometimes, you just have to cry for no reason.

Plasters won't heal you. It would be better if you leave your cut out in the open than cover it up with a plaster. There's no hidden message. When you burn yourself, don't straight run it under water. Give it some oxygen. Give it time, even if it is for 10 seconds.

Get rid of your egoness. Ego makes people mad, upset and everything else. It's alright to have pride. Your ego will hurt other people, your pride would hurt yourself. Try thinking about other people rather than yourself. Although thinking about yourself is cool.

Don't ask for stuff if you didn't do anything to deserve 'em. You'll end up feeling guilty over it.