I'm the anon that stalks on you. I'm the anon that insults you. I'm the anon that gives you crappy advice. I'm the anon that you fight with. I'm the anon that talks true shits. And I'm the anon that you didn't know.
BTW, just because the layout is pink, it doesn't mean I like pink.
08 December 2010
12:01 AM 0 Comments
I've just realised something about myself. I don't know if it's new or if I've always felt like this but I've just realised this.
I like being alone. I like it when people just don't talk to me. I like it when I don't have to do stuff for other people. I like it when I don't have to show an expression on my face just to show other people how I feel. Yeah, I like it like that.
Sure, I'd like to socialise now and then but I like it when I'm alone. Let's say that my friends want to go out every single day in a whole week, I'd probably just go for 3 days and the rest, I'll just stay at home. Do my own thang.
Don't you just get annoyed when you're around loads of people 24/7 even though they're your best friends? I mean, when you're around them, wouldn't you suddenly just keep quiet because there's nothing else to say. That would lead to awkwardness, innit? Won't you get tired of trying to talk to people, hang around with them all week long? Cos I think I would. But probably that's just me.
At 11, I went downstairs... everyone was upstairs. So I went downstairs to watch the TV and I enjoyed it. I mean, laughing by myself, not having to show false feelings. It's really fun. I felt as if I was free. I think I've been acting around people too much.
Smiling. I don't smile when there's nothing to smile about but people they can't just accept that. They'll say that I'm too serious or I'm too cranky. Say you were at your hairdresser's and she's doing your hair, would you smile from when she started cutting until she finishes. Yeah, I don't think so. But if you would, I suggest you to go to the mental hospital or at least visit a psychiatrist straight after you've done your hair.