anonfreak

In Louisiana

Asma Hamid

I'm the anon that stalks on you. I'm the anon that insults you. I'm the anon that gives you crappy advice. I'm the anon that you fight with. I'm the anon that talks true shits. And I'm the anon that you didn't know.

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April 2010
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July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
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November 2010
December 2010
January 2011

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BTW, just because the layout is pink, it doesn't mean I like pink.

01 January 2011

1:37 AM 0 Comments

Why am I still posting? LOLOLO.

Kay, I won't update on this any more. Made a new blog.

BYE. BYE.

Happy new year. MAY THIS YEAR BE A GOOD ONE.

31 December 2010

10:28 PM 0 Comments

Now I'll tell you what I actually got from this year.

This year, I realised however hard we try to keep something, if it wants to go, it'll go. If there are not enough poles supporting a building, it will collapse. If there are not enough will, it's not going to happen. So unless you're really sure you can do something, don't do it cos it's just not going to happen but give everything a chance.

Oh, if you were to stare at something you hate, for a long time, you'll end up liking it. Let's say you don't like your phone but you keep on using it, in the end, you'll start liking it. If you hate kpop and one day, you try and gave it a chance, you'll get addicted to it.

Don't expect too much. Never expect too much. You'll just end up disappointing yourself. It hurts more than cutting yourself. I swear, just stop expecting. Daydream all you want but never expect your daydream to happen. Somin like that.

Sometimes, all you have to do is just sit alone. You'll be okay longer than you think. Lay down on your bed earlier than you usually do and just lay there and think of happy thoughts. Listen to calm songs and you'll be all right. Cry if you want to because sometimes, you just have to cry for no reason.

Plasters won't heal you. It would be better if you leave your cut out in the open than cover it up with a plaster. There's no hidden message. When you burn yourself, don't straight run it under water. Give it some oxygen. Give it time, even if it is for 10 seconds.

Get rid of your egoness. Ego makes people mad, upset and everything else. It's alright to have pride. Your ego will hurt other people, your pride would hurt yourself. Try thinking about other people rather than yourself. Although thinking about yourself is cool.

Don't ask for stuff if you didn't do anything to deserve 'em. You'll end up feeling guilty over it.

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Which was the best month for you? January
Which was the worst? October
What was the most significant thing that happened this year? Aisyah and Hakim leaving
What person had the most impact on your life this year? Iman
What was the best concert that you attended? Youtube concert
What was your biggest challenge of 2010? Changed class
Your biggest regret? Not blogging
What moment stands out to you the most? When I went to Singapore
What band did you listen to the most? Westlife, The Hush Sound and Boyzone
On a scale of 1-10, 2010 was 1

Did you….

Meet anyone special? Yes. Eh no.
Get close to someone you didn’t expect to? Yes.
Have a boyfriend or girlfriend? No
Have a relationship for more than 3 months? No
Hook up with anyone, no strings attached? No
Experience the death of a loved one? Yeh
Get in a fight? Yes
Lose a friend? Yes
Get drunk? No
Regret doing something? Yes
Go to a concert? No
Fall in love? No
Fall out of love? No
Get back together with an ex? No
Enjoy being single? Yes
Accomplish a goal? No
Learn something new? Yes
Get arrested? No
Break up with someone? No
Get a tattoo? Mo
Go to a party? class party

Your favorites of 2010

Favorite CD (released in 2010): Still 2PM - 2PM
Favorite CD (not released in 2010): Where We Are - Westlife
Favorite song: Too many
Favorite movie: Harry Potter (shocking for me)
Favorite person to talk to: Nina Abdul
Favorite thing to do: Lay around and not think
Favorite TV show: Amazing Race
Favorite memory: Getting myself messy with cupcakes

Favourite feeling: PMR ending. yes, it's a feeling
Favorite food: Medicine
Favorite drink: Medicine
Favorite outfit: The ones I bought from DP
Favorite actor: Seunggi
Favorite place to be: My room

The New Year

What will you be doing on New Year’s Eve? Iunno, what do you think?
Will you kiss anyone at midnight? no
Who do you WANT to kiss at midnight? no one, thanks.
What is your New Year’s resolution? To atleast know the basics of korean, to actually really study and to get something because of my hard work.
Did you keep your resolution from last year? Yeh.
Do you think things will be different in 2011? I just don't want a crappy year.
What do you want most out of 2011? For it to be a good one
Do you think 2011 will be better than 2010? I just want it to
Anything you are particularly looking forward to? End of year holidays.

4 Final Quotes / Lyrics / Comments to describe 2010:

► Life sucks, what else is new? That's tough.

► Shit happens and then you die.

► We're so vain we even care about the thoughts of people we don't care for.

► Just. Go. Home. K thank you.

9:45 PM 0 Comments

January - Seemed fun when I reread my posts. I got closer to Iman then. Helped her out with baking. First month of school in 2010 and Q wasn't there with us.

February - I stopped blogging every day. Heh. Heh. But I was still in 3A, sitting next to Amman, having a blast, forgetting the world. Life started getting boring too.

March - Started debate... I miss those days. :( Hakim went to Langkawi. Arwah Wak Umi passed away and I got my callsign.

April - Did my folio with Hana. Jehan's birthday?

May - RK. boo. I think I started missing 3A then. I started going all bitchy. WORLD'S MILK DAY o yeah.

June - Aisyah went to MRSM and Q came back but it wasn't the same.

July - I only had one post and it's not complete. How gay. OH SABAK BERNAM TRIP!

August - KL Scout's Anniversary celebration thingy. Went to Sarawak.

September - Sleepover at Iman's. PMR got real close. I was so scared for my history. Oh and Papa's birthday.

October - PMR and my really upsetting birthday cos it was during PMR. gay gay gay.

November - Started with all them kpop stuff. Probably the best thing that have ever happened this year. HEH. HEH. HEH. Campfire thingy.

December - Holiday. Singapore. Sleepovers and everything nice excluding the fact that I got tired of having KAisyah and Hakim around.

9:37 PM 0 Comments

I'd say 2010 is second, 2007 being first worst year of my life. 2010 means a lot to me. I've been through shit this year. Although I've gotten myself a new group of best friends but this year... is just not my year.

I haven't blogged much. That's sad. 100++ out of 364 days. I feel like crap because of that. I don't even know how to end this blog. I remember having loads of end of year posts last year. I'm not going out. I'm not going to watch the fireworks on TV, I'd rather listen to korean songs drowning myself in solitude. I don't see why I even have to wish this year goodbye.

But in the end, when I grow up later, if I had no this year, I would be a year younger than other people the same age as me. Heh. Heh. Heh. Not funny.

12:13 PM 0 Comments

It's coming to an end. I have uncompleted posts. But I'm gonna fill it up later.

I have school next week. Bitches love school. I don't.

29 December 2010

Khuntoria

8:55 PM 0 Comments

Khuntoria. It bothers me so much and I don't know why.

And so I was watching Invincible Youth and Victoria from f(x) was there. And I couldn't help but feel like punching her. I dislike every bit of her. But that's probably cos she's in WGM with Nichkhun.

All through the show, I was like ''She needs a punch," "she's such an attention seeker," "she's not even pretty," and "she should go die."

She doesn't deserve Nichkhun. Nichkhun is too cute for her.

It didn't bother me when Hyun Joong had to be Hwang Bo's 'husband'. And I like(d) Hyun Joong way more than I like Nichkhun. But I think it didn't bother me cos Hwang Bo is waayyyy too old for Hyun Joong. But then I liked Crown J and In Young.

I can't believe I'm blogging about korean stuff. OMO.

Kay bye.

SS501, 2PM, SNSD and Seunggi. <3